Those black and white pictures.....

Down the street,
I was pondering ,
Do i need to live any more,
Am i still looking to live forward,
Does those dark shades of my life,
Been occupied,
Or am i blurred , my life is fading away,
My hands are cuffed,
My eyes have lied,
Every thing in blue,
Inspirations of life were just impersonation,
I blinked ,with what i had !!!!!
So i realized ,
I was living an obtuse life,
Shades over headed me,
No other way to break down this continuity of my living,
Y can't i just make that,
I am going no where ,with no image of what it can be,
Dark pots in and all.....
No ways viable,with out closing with what i have garbed in....
Was i sure about it,
Or im afraid of losing some thing,
Where does my values breath in,
Oh !!!!!!
Its blew over,Its blew over........

I can't see that happy going ,merry go world,
I had beautiful mind to view it,
But that was just for when i was 16,
Back in my colorful world,red,green,yellow.....
Hopping and jumping......

I had a picture in my mind,
These flying birds,
Does they do the same ! AS I DID...

Breath with no meanings,
Live with no feelings,
Love with no sensations,
Life with no flavors,
Dream with no spirits,
Move with no values,
See with no colors,
All with no ambitions............



All blurred , black,dark life ...i am sustaining .....